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[09 Oct 2008|11:47pm]

rest in peace Andrew

lots of love and light
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[29 Jul 2007|12:28pm]
[ mood | hollow inside ]

My angel died last night

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shame and regret [26 May 2006|10:07pm]
I'm not sure if it's allowed to put things like this on LJ. Got this in an email and I wanted to send it to you, but I don't think that I have your actual mail-addys and of some of you I don't have any. So I do it this way.

Read the email. There's a link to a video in it. It shows cruelty to animals at its worst! :'(

But please think twice before you open it. If you're not sure if you're able to bear things like this, don't do it, it's really awful!!!! I don't wanna cause you any harm!

I'm not sure if this helps, but at least we have to try.

Sad but true, the most horrible beast is human.

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[24 Dec 2005|12:50am]

Merry Christmas and a happy New Year!!!

@Andrew: I'm still confused that I made it through your friends-cut, I'm wondering how the hell I deserve this :-)

@Sameen: So sad that we won't meet on New Years, I hope we're able to catch up on everything later. *fingers crossed* And don't be so hard to yourself, precious. Wish you could see the adorable person that I see! ♥ *extra-tight hug*

@all my friends: LOVE YOU!!! *huggles*

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away for a while ... [10 Dec 2005|10:22pm]

Will be in Vienna from tomorrow on. The next whole week for sure. Maybe longer, 'til short before Xmas, I don't know.

My brother probably will be released from hospital on Monday or Tuesday.

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yes indeed ... I am :-) [26 Nov 2005|08:11pm]
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first snow [21 Nov 2005|04:49pm]

Started to snow while I was going home by bus. Had a silly grin on my face after getting out at my station 'til I was at home (just a few minutes by feet), enjoying the titillating feeling of melting snow flakes on my skin.

Childhood memories :-)

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this is for my little brother ... and everybody else who might need it too [14 Nov 2005|11:08am]
hab dich lieb!!!!!

Somewhere there's a river
Lookin' for a stream
Somewhere there's a dreamer
Lookin' for a dream
Somewhere there's a drifter
Trying to find his way
Somewhere someone's waitin'
To hear somebody say

I believe in you
I can't even count the ways
That I believe in you
And all I want to do
ls help you to believe in you

Somewhere someone's reachin'
Trying to grab that ring
Somewhere there's a silent voice
Learning how to sing
Some of us can't move ahead
We're paralyzed with fear
Everybody's listening
'Cause we all need to hear

I believe in you
I can't even count the ways
That I believe in you
And all I want to do
ls help you to believe in you

I will hold you up
I will help you stand
I will comfort you
When you need a friend
I will be the voice that's calling

I believe in you
I can't even count the ways
That I believe in you
And all I want to do
ls help you to believe in you
And there are just so many ways
That I believe in you
Baby what else can I do
But believe in you
I believe in you
All I want to know is you believe
Believe in you
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[13 Nov 2005|11:19pm]

Drop those flowers - back away slowly
You jumped in thinking this was holy water
Well surprise surprise
This is not a test
Welcome to the party
I’ve been on my
Best behaviour but I think it’s time
You saw the other side

I’m a tough tough game that no one can master
I’m a tall tall tale no one believes
I’m a long dark night with no morning after
Lucky you
You get the best of me

Brand new day - honeymoon’s over
Peace and quiet puts me in a coma anyway
It’s just a waste of time
This is not a dream
Do you get the picture
I know I may seem peculiar
Baby gimme time
’cause when I hit my stride

I’m a tough tough game that no one can master
I’m a tall tall tale no one believes
I’m a long dark night with no morning after
I’m a thundercloud when you’re out at sea
And if you try to run
Baby I can run faster
Lucky you
You get the best of me

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[31 Oct 2005|12:30pm]
von: max2000 - LJ Comment
Datum: Montag, 31. Oktober 2005 12:10
an: gerda.korner@aon.at
Betreff: Reply to your comment...

Bitte tu mir den Gefallen und such dir jemand anderen zum "veräppeln"!!! Und vielleicht sollten wir uns eine Weile nicht mehr schreiben, ich weiss auch nicht, ich glaub ich brauch eine Pause. Ich würde dich zwar ganz schrecklich vermissen und eigentlich will ich das nicht wirklich, aber ich glaub es wär besser so.....nimm der eine lila pause, und mach deine pause, irgendwann werden die glocken läute und die pause ist vorbei, und sieha da, meiner mehr hier

jaja, ich hab gemerkt dass keiner mehr hier ist, war ja laut genug ;-)

Marcus hat die Bühne verlassen

wie Lilith schon mal gesagt hat: Weichei! *schmunzel*
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awwwwwwwwwww!!!! [05 Sep 2005|08:36am]
[ mood | happy ]

My nieces did a little serenade for me on the phone yesterday.

It made my heart melt.

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*ARRRGGGHHH* [28 Aug 2005|03:22am]
I'm too late, too late, dammit!!!

Was thinking of you in the morning while breakfast, was thinking of you in the car and then again while shopping, but then I when I was at home ... I simply forgot. *shame* Now I woke up in the middle of the night thinking, *argh* NOOOO, I really forgot to post. :-(

So, very belated ... but though ...

Happy Birthday, Ria!!!

Hope you had a wonderful day, sweetie!!!!!!

♥ ♥ ♥
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hospital-visit [17 Jul 2005|10:18pm]
Visited Daddy today.

Called Mom in the morning if she wants to come with us/if we should pick her up after lunch.

Daddy is OK. Little bit bored because he's alone in a 5 person-room.

This is just more or less a repetition/translation of what Anna (gigi76) already wrote me yesterday (they called Mom with "false pretences" after reading my last entry):

They removed the blood in his eye (because of a lens that got loose) and while the operation they decided to remove the lens too. Now the eye has to heal and be on the mend of "being tormented for years" like the Doc called it. And that the healing phase can last MONTHS. After then they will decide if he gets a new lens in.

Hm, I just wonder why they didn't see that the lens was loose though he always had to go to hospital for check-ups since the operation (1988/1989) because sometimes his eye got all red and "bloody" and the internal-eye-pressure was high. :-/

Couldn't resist scolding Daddy for "not telling us", because Mom wanted to call us but he did "forbid" her.

He probably will be allowed to leave hospital tomorrow or on Tuesday. Depends what the Doc says, respectively if there aren't any complications like a retinal detachment or that the eye-pressure gets high again. They cannot forecast how the body will react to the operation. But it was OK 'til now so I hope everything will turn out well.
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Daddy is in hospital [16 Jul 2005|07:36pm]
[ mood | angry ]

God, I'm so angry!!!!!!!!!

Dad-in-law just told my sweetheart on the phone that Paps is in hospital. Since Thursday!!! And nobody told us. >:-(

I'm sure it's not so tragic. He got his eyes operated years ago (cataract) and sometimes he gets inflammation. But I profoundly hate it when my parents do this! Not telling us when something happened. For not worrying us. That's so stupid!!!

I wanna know if something's going on or one of my loved ones is not okay. And I told them, more than one time. :-(

I'm too pissed off at the moment to call my Mom and ask her what really happened.

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from thaleias_spirit [10 Jul 2005|11:29pm]

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

hehe, the 7th answer really made me laugh :-)
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IT WORKS!!!!!!!! [06 Jul 2005|07:51pm]
[ mood | thankful ]


Thanx to my sweetheart who put the PCI-card in.

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still no internet [06 Jul 2005|08:08am]

Got a new modem yesterday.
Didn't work though.

The network interface card is "dead" too and I have to get a new one.

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no internet [01 Jul 2005|06:43am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

My internet doesn't work since we had a thunderstorm on Wednesday evening and the fuse switch fell. Can't get no connection anymore, though the comp wasn't on when it happened. I first thought, okay, maybe there're problems at my providers server or something like this. But yesterday I tried from office and it worked, but still doesn't at home.

Called the hotline and tried some things but they were not able to help on the phone. Maybe it's the modem, maybe there happened something with the wire. A specialist will find out.

No internet/email 'til Tuesday ....


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and I always thought I'm not a good advisor, just a good listener [29 Jun 2005|04:56pm]
[ mood | stunned ]

Just got this in an email ...

"You do say nice things and you are also a good good listener and its hard because actually when you listen to someone you only their point of view so you are reluctant to provide advice because quite honestly you only work on your gut instinct and the information in front of you and yet you always manage to say the right thing and give the right advice, so you have a talent and a gift. That gift is the person in your mirror every morning."

WOW ... ähm ... thanx, precious!!!

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not kinky ... as expected :-) [19 Jun 2005|05:31pm]
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